Sunday, February 03, 2008

Save Me From Myself

Urgh!!!! Blah blah blah! Do you ever like, talk to yourself when you're alone? Man, I just realised that I do talk to myself. A lot. I think I might be crazy. I kind of wish I was in a mental institute. I mean, wouldn't it be fun? Like in Girl Interrupted?

CSAS Presentation and Cell Bio test tomorrow. Then I'll be free. Oh, wait.

Sometimes I wanna smack these people. Open your eyes!

Sucks lah!!

Sometimes, I just wanna pour all my problems to somebody. I actually wanted to call the suicide hotline (no I am not suicidal. I'm not THAT stupid) because cmon, it's anonymous, they are trained to handle crazy cases. But then I called them and somehow it's engaged. Thanks a lot. If I were suicidal, I would be dead right now.

Urgh!! I just got an SMS from somebody I terribly loathe!! Why are these people such fucktards????!!!!!!!

I really wish I could blog more, but I can't, can I? Well, No!

Well, my brother is now starting to treat me like crap as each day passes. He now orders me around and barks to me, etc. Like, sometimes I just wish I could cry in front of them but you know that they're gonna hate me even further. So then I get kind of mad at them because of that and then they tell me I have issues. Then they, in turn, treat me like crap and the vicious cycle goes on and on.

I wish I could do what he did, even though it's still going on. And it's totally unfair. Really.

Oh boo hoo, me! People in Sudan don't get to eat for a day and here I am crying over something that my whole family won't give a crap about.

And I'm not emo! I'm not THAT stupid either.