Friday, September 02, 2005

My Mid-Life Crisis

WHAT THE HELL HAS HAPPENED TO ME?! Oh God! I need to change my attitude. My academic results have been deteorating ever since Sec 2. It's gone from bad to worse.

Class position: 33/42. I'm one of the stupidest people in class even though I act as if I'm intellectual. Stupid me! Why is it so hard for me to pay attention during class?! Why?!

Next thing: I owe money to Mr Oh! I look like some juvenile delinquent or something. Shit I shouldn't have signed up for that stupid lollypop CIP. It's such a waste of time. Nobody would buy cheap lollypops for $1. It is outrageous.

The only thing which I am looking forward to is the script-writing thingy. I was picked as the lucky one to write a script in two days. Two days!! I don't think musicals like Dim Sum Dollies were scripted in two days!! We're not robots you know. Bear that in mind, Mrs Ou-Yang.

I was so depressed that I cleaned the whole room. I have realised that my room is bigger now once that it's clean. You can fit about 15 people in there. Anyway, I even cleaned up some of my brother's stuff. He's such a lazy person. No wonder our room is constantly messy. Another shock! I still keep my primary school worksheets! I can't believe I was so smart back then. I checked my exams scripts and I got about 80% for every single subject, including Malay. I need to work on my attitude.