Friday, October 21, 2005

My Rejection

I didn't make it into the auditions of the musical. They just kicked me out and left me out in the cold. Actually I'm kind of relieved. I dunno why, but I'm happy that I'm not in it. There would be many many rehearsals AND there is a high possibility for me to forget my lines and be humiliated in front of millions of people worldwide. But it's already humiliating. Only 3 people from my class went for the auditions; me, Ryan and Charlene. And Ryan and Charlene made the cut. So I'm like this nobody. Anyway, in my audition, I had to act as this guy in the military or some war crap scheming to kill my sister's boyfriend, so I acted kinda bitchy and a lil' bit feminine. I don't think the school would want a soldier to be feminine would they? But I heard an applause after that, and that's all that matters. Then, the cut! The instructor called out names one by one like the Top Model auditions. It's really nerve-racking. Nuriman and Sarah didn't make it. Nafisah, Danial, and some other unknowns made it. Then Nuriman was like, "this couldn't be happening to me!" and Sarah was like, "it would have been a big change from hustling to being glamour girl!" and I'm like, "there's winners and there's losers. I am currently a loser."

Next week on Project Musical, during a judging session, one of the contestants suddenly collapses [shot of Nafisah rolling her eyes in front of the judges and falls flat on the floor]. The actors get their makeovers [shot of Charlene saying, "They just plucked out all of my eyebrows and now, I can't see my eyebrows!"] and somebody reveals a deep dark secret [shot of some unknown saying, "I'm legally blind! And I'm going to be about 30 when I go completely blind."]