Anyway, I came home from Malay O Levels which was relatively easy (I knew all the words in the 'bina ayat' :D) and to my horror, I saw a wasp on the wall of my room and saw a cacoon or nest or whatever! I think the wasp sensed my presence and flew out of the window. I was scared like fuck and didn't go in my room the whole time. Then, about an hour later, I went back to my room to get something and I saw three cacoons or whatevers! I was so scared I closed the windows and waited for my mother to come home. My mother came home and I told her about the wasp thingy and she just went to my room and picked up my set square and newspaper and bravely scraped the cacoon thingies. Then, she just threw those thingies out of the window. Then, she said "How can you become a CSI?". I just hope the wasp doesn't come back to kill me or something. Now everytime I leave my house, I make it a point to close my window.
Well, today I could write a dialog on polytechnic vs. JC/uni! My father was pro-poly but my mother was pro-JC/uni. My mother said that only the cream of the crop would be admitted to university. Then, my brother said that there was going to be some university campus in Simei or something and my mother was like, "Oh, you can go there!" Like, I haven't even gotten my O Levels. Then, my father said that the diploma is better because after I'm done with NS and start working, I can further my studies as well! Wow! How amazing! See lah! They have confused me!
So, I'm in love with this song called Unfaithful by Rihanna. It's a song about her being unfaithful to her boyfriend but the boyfriend already knows, but then Rihanna can't take it anymore because she's killing her boyfriend by dating another guy. Oh, Rihanna! What will you do?
Rihanna - Unfaithful
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
Hes more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
[Bridge]
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
[Chorus]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
[Bridge]
[Chorus]
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
Hes more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
[Bridge]
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
[Chorus]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
[Bridge]
[Chorus]
Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)
[Chorus]
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah