I really think I'm suffering from some mental illness. Maybe bipolarism. Yesterday in the evening I was all happy and cheerful, then later at around 11, I got all angry and stuff and told off everybody in the house. Like, I scolded my brother for playing the Music Player too loudly. I'm crazy!! Fuck, nobody cares.
On a lighter note, last night I dreamt of something weird. Ya, I somehow keep remembering my dreams. Anyway, I dreamt that the Joakim supporters signed a petition to Singapore Idol to reveal the voting numbers. So, when the voting numbers were revealed, Jasmine actually had the lowest number of votes! Dun dun dun!!!! Ya, actually Singapore Idol wanted Joakim out. This was like the Mathilda and Nurul thing. Haha. I hope this dream comes true. Wouldn't that be cool, like even MORE controversy?!
I'm in love with the song "Again and Again" by Jewel! Seriously, when I first heard it, I found it quite boring, but if you listen to it about 3 times, you'll love it! Trust me! Like, I heard her other songs from the album (don't ask me how I got it) and they're quite nice! I've matured in a sense that I like folk/country songs. Ya, ok whatever. Maybe it's just my bipolarism.
I feel so _______________.
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