Unmotivated

I seriously feel kind of unmotivated to study and I totally know the reason why. They don't have any pictures in powerpoint presentations. I seriously can't study by slides! It's kind of hard to focus on the subject. Like, all they have is diagrams that they drew. Like seriously, I was seriously stumped on orbitals in Organ. Chem. but after doing a little research of my own, I realised that it's just the way electrons move around the nucleus!!! And they didn't even tell us this.

I actually have a test tomorrow and I'm supposed to be studying. So I'm gonna need to bathe and eat and by the time I finish, It'll be Desperate Housewives time and I'm gonna start studying at 11. What great time management!

Speaking of Desperate Housewives, OMG it's totally starting to get better all of a sudden. And ANTM last night. Seriously, that season was really boring. I just wanna hug CariDee. I just realised that yesterday's episode was when I started loving Eugena for saying that Melrose was bipolar.

Ok I need to go and study now. It's gonna be a chore.

How To Stop An Exploding Man

Heroes season finale! OMG!!!

So anyway, all of a sudden I have come down with what teenagers call a breakout. And this is my very first breakout. Man, I feel bad for those with regular breakouts, especially girls who have breakouts when their periods are coming. They're both angry and pimply!

Finally lab sessions are exciting. We don't have to micropipette water.

I have an Organic Chem test tomorrow, thank goodness HAP lectures are cancelled tomorrow, so I CAN SLEEP IN!!! WOOT!!!

You can stand under my umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh, under my umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh

Blah

Hello, I still have time to spare before I have to get ready to go to school. Thank goodness for Mondays because I only have lab sessions on Mondays and they usually happen on alternate weeks, so I can sleep in on Mondays. Hooray!

I'm so clueless with Biochemistry. I have realised that I have:

- short attention span
- short-term memory
- restlessness and
- Tourette's Syndrome

Ok, I actually don't know if I have the last one but last year when I was watching Oprah, they had a special on that and it's when people cannot control some of their body parts. I have this tendency to shake my right leg when I'm sitting. It's not really shaking, but mostly vibrating.

Gotta start studying like crazy. I totally miss secondary school. The simplicity of it all. The learning of "the muscles contract and relax" rather than "the calcium ions carry away the myosin which creates a cross-bridge and so, the tropomyosin filaments pull away the whatever, thus causing contraction". URRRGGHH!!!

Tagboardless

Hello. Long time I never blog seh. Well, I have yet to have a tagboard. I'm so lazy. So anyway, here's the current affairs:

Melinda got OUT!!!! I'm so sad lah. I thought she was going to win the whole thing. I hope Jordin wins. I kind of not like Blake.

I'm FUNNY!!! OMG I made my classmates laugh like crazy. I dunno, was I funny in secondary school? I kind of forgot if I was either funny, sarcastic or lame. It's kind of weird that I'm hanging out with an all-guys group. It's kind of like really freaky.

NOW THIS IS THE ANTM PART SO THIS IS MAJOR SPOILERS!!!! I'M GOING TO REVEAL WHO THE ANTM 8 WINNER IS!!!!! SO CLOSE NOW IF YOU DON'T WANNA BE SPOILED!!!

So it's the final three. They had this CoverGirl ad where they had to do improv. Jaslene the Cha-Cha Diva "rocked" (according to Tyra) just because she spoke Spanish. Natasha kind of sucked to me but was too adorable and made everyone laugh with her Russian accent and scrunchy smile. Renee sucks because she actually said, "When I had my baby, I knew my life was over!" I bet her son will hate her once he's all grown up and sees this. So old Renee goes home. Finale runway showdown between the accents (according to un-racist Tyra). Natasha totally rocked the whole thing because while she was walking, her skirt was falling off so she just walked and the skirt drooped down on her ankles and she professionally just walked off and left the skirt there. Oh, Natasha! In the end, Jaslene won because honestly, she took really great pictures. And I will always love you, Natasha! I'm gonna watch the Tyra Banks show because of Natasha. I kind of knew that Jaslene was going to win from the very beginning for some reason. It's really weird that she was a Cycle 7 reject and I actually wondered why they didn't pick her for Cycle 7. Oh well, another season gone. Oh and I heard that they're going to KL, Malaysia for Cycle 9. Crazy, right?

Oh, Natasha!

Ok, I have just watched the latest episode of ANTM and I must say, I hate all the bitches ganging up on poor poor Natasha! More of that later. Well, nothing much to blog about except for the fact that a lot of people in TP have PSPs and some of them play during boring lectures. Hey! I want one too! No tagboard at this moment, so you just have to contain your excitement. I haven't even asked people to relink me.

So here's the ANTM part so get out of here if you don't wanna be spoiled. So the final four are Natasha, Jaslene, Dionne and Renee. In the beginning, I love all four of them (Natasha the most) and didn't mind who would win ANTM. So the story goes like this.... Natasha has phone kissing with her 40-year-old (non-virgin) husband and the funny thing was that it was on loudspeaker. Girls find Natasha freaky. Ok, I kind of found it weird because.... just watch it. I still love Natasha! She needs some testosterone, even if it's coming from the phone! Girls decide to go out and have a girls night out. Natasha decides to stay at home because of the sniffles. Renee, Jaslene and Dionne, while out, decided to bitch about how freaky Natasha is (no wedding ring, no pics of husband, no pics of baby) so they're thinking that she's phony and fake. Like, WTH??!! You guys heard her husband moan on loudspeaker, you idiots! Natasha thinks it's all jealousy, which I think might be the case. Natasha unfortunately sucks at the photoshoot which causes Jay to say that she was misssssserable! (seriously, it was in the subtitles) Judging panel. Tyra asks them who the girl with the least potential is. The three bitches say Natasha has the least potential. Then, it's Natasha's turn. And she totally laid a Smackdown on all three of them and I quote, "If Gisele Bundchen were to be standing behind me, I'd say that she'd have the least potential because she's such a threat!" and it's so cool because of her Russian accent and she pronounced Gisele as Jizzelle Boonechan. And I totally love Twiggy for saying that everyone's jealous of her. Oh my scrunched-up, puff-lipped Russian mail-order beauty! So she and Dionne are in the bottom two. So Natasha gets to stay and Wholahay goes home. And Renee and Jaslene are like, totally fucked up that Natasha stays. Shut up Renee and Jaslene! I totally hope Natasha wins the whole thing.

Fashion 101: Crocs = Haute Couture

Haven't been blogging lately in 2007, have I??!!

So anyway, I've been re-watching ANTM 3 and you know when you watch something again, you tend to find little details? Well, I totally found one in one episode. So Eva won a challenge (in your tall bitches face!) and brings along Ann and Kelle to go to a yacht with Yoanna (who's kind of has really flabby arms!) and there was this scene when Ann puts her legs up and she's apparently wearing Crocs!!! Crocs!!! And they're like baby-poo coloured. And Yoanna was like, "What kind of shoes are those?" in an interested tone. Eww!!

I LOVE NATASHA!!!! I hope she wins ANTM. Speaking of which, she totally said the best quote ever!!! "I just wanna tell you that some people have war in their countries." She said that when they were on go-sees and the girls had to return at 4.30 and Brittany was late because she blamed the taxi driver for not listening to her when she claims that she asked the taxi driver to meet her up at another address. She totally did not and she had a freakout and Natasha's gem of a quote was amazing along with her Russian accent. That would be my quote when somebody cries over nothing.

I think I might be funny! I crack people up in my class and I don't know why! Ok, so we finished our practicals at Level 8 and we were taking the elevator and we had to squeeze in and other people had to wait for another elevator, but one of my classmates kept on pressing the button so the door can't close. Everyone was like, "Wah lau!!!" and so I decided to add in, "I'm gonna beat you up!" in an ANTM-ish manner ala Ann/Jennipher which obviously wasn't going to happen, and everyone in the lift was laughing for some unknown reason.

Loving Heroes!! Don't understand the latest episodes. It's just sooo confusing, like, who's the bad guys and who's the good guys?

Retinitis Pigmentosa

You know what?! I've just realized that I have ANTM 3 so I decided to transfer them to my iPod. Such memories. The third season was kind of interesting and eventful. We had (in chronological order)...

- Tiffany and the "bitch poured beer on my WEAVE!" episode
- Amanda being legally blind and going completely blind when she's 30 (which is going to be in 2008)
- Kelle and her denial about her primitive snout ("I was in denial about my snout, but now I know")
- Tyra hating Kelle
- Jay hating Kelle
- me suddenly finding Kelle really adorable
- Amanda's lost crystals
- The mutilation of Cassie's precious brownies (HAY-SPAY-TU!)
- Nicole?
- Ann breaking up with Eva

Ya, ok whatever.

So anyway, poly life is extremely difficult! I'm drowning in the lectures! Don't understand Organic Chem and Biochemistry. Currently my favourite subject is Human Anatomy and Physiology because we're only learning cells and about their organelles like the FLAGELLA!!!! Hahaha, I giggled like a schoolgirl when I came across that word for some reason.

Suddenly madly in love with Alanis Morissette and the name of "Melrose".

Super Long Hiatus

Hello!! I changed the blog address. I dunno, my previous address is kind of dumb to tell you the truth. So anyway, poly life is sooooooo hectic!!! Well, I'm just exaggerating. It's just that my lectures start at either 8 or 9 am and most of the time they finish at 4 or 6 pm. But then there's breaks in between the classes. I'm in Biomedical Science in TP so I was thinking that all the lecturers would be the Einstein-ish kinds of people that put people to sleep, but actually they're kind of funny. Oh and OMG one of my subjects is Organic Chemistry! My Organic Chem lecturer is this pregnant woman (she's like 3 months pregnant) so she might go into labour during the lectures.

Anyway, my class is quite cool. Some of them watch The Office!!! I'm not the only one!!! And they hate Tyra Banks!!!!

Oh and speaking of Tyra, I've been following ANTM 8. OMG I totally am in love with Natasha. She's the Russian woman who married a 40-year-old guy when she was 18. She won this challenge and she's gonna be a correspondant for Tyra's crappy talk show, so I'm gonna watch her talk show just for Natasha! Everyone doesn't talk to her because they think she's a mail-order bride and there was one challenge where this bitch called Renee won and so she picked Dionne and they won apparently, Renee, Dionne and Natasha have toddler kids so Renee and Dionne get a visit from their families and Natasha felt left out and she cried. Awww! It's really sad. But Natasha ROCKS!

Taking The Long Way Around

Ok, this might be a little too late, but FINALLY!!! I do not need to step one foot into the CSC building again! Thank goodness! Those last hours of working was great, mainly because I was eating KFC in the pantry during the last hour. Besides, some people in that place really freak me out, thank goodness I'm gone.

Urgh! I'm gonna hate this weekend because I'm off to Bintan with my mother and my relatives from my father's side. It's really gonna be quite suckish because I do not click with them (as in my cousins because they're all adults). Well, we talk, but they usually talk to my brother and I just listen. Urgh! And they're totally opposites from my family. They're like you know, the royal family and don't eat anything without a "halal" mark on it. It's really hard to find snacks with that on it.

I need to go to Bedok today to get my medical report. I'm sick of going to Bedok Interchange.

OMG ANTM 8 totally rocks. The one showing after Ugly Betty is ANTM 7 which is like, really boring. ANTM 8 rocks because there's this Russian mail-order bride called Natasha and she a mother and she refers to her baby child as "Baby". Hahaha! She was like, "Oohh! Baby!" Oh and she totally rocks because she talks back to those important guests. I love her to bits, but too bad Tyra's obviously not gonna pick her.

Today's My Last Day!

Finally! Today's gonna be my last day. I also heard that today is also Puspa's last day. Everybody seems to be quitting at KFC.

Well, nothing much to talk about...

I just hate staying up late till 2!

Said something stupid just now. Urgh!

On a lighter note, I've got the latest season of ANTM on my iPod! Woots!! Somehow the previous season (Season 7) was very boring even though there was Monique who peed on a bed just to mark it as hers. When is Channel 5 gonna show that? So anyway, I'm falling in love with this girl called Jaslene who rocks! Oh and there's this Russian-born girl whose English sucks like hell. During a catwalk challenge, Ms Jay said that she walks like as if she's marching, but she thought that he meant 'Martian' and she actually took it as a compliment. Then there's this crazy freak called Jael who just rocks because her friend died of overdose and she's like, "No, Dude!" Then there's this dead ringer of Lindsay Lohan who just bitches about everybody is gives sarcastic obnoxious smirks to everybody she hates during judging. Then there's this woman Brittany who has the same hearing problem as I do. She also talks really loudly.

In other news, KFC service sucks to the bone! Just now I ordered KFC and the agent who answered was a noob. Since I go to "Shut", I don't really know him and he was so rude when I told him I work there, he was like, "I don't fucking care!" in his mind. He did not tell me the delivery time nor did he repeat my address and order. When I requested for 4 thighs, 2 drums and 2 wings but no breast, he just told me, "You work here, you know ah." When I got my receipt he requested for no breast only! If I were not working, I would have complained so that he would make a CSC error and never get paid! I was like, BITCH! The weird thing was that he was using Munah's ID. I hope he gets punished for that.

Oh and the riders suck like hell too. When I order Mac, they tell you to check if we have everything. For KFC they just shove you this plastic bag that's packed with everything inside, ask for money and just leave. Well, the bill was $21.80 and I told the rider I'd be giving $52 so that he can just give me $30 change and keep the really measly $0.20 tip (which is kind of miserable0 and he actually said, "So?" in such a rude tone. No wonder people accuse them of stealing the customer's slippers!

Taking The Long Way

Urgh!

Seriously do not know what to blog about apart from the fact that I'm chronically late. Urgh!

Listening to
Wasted by Carrie Underwood.

Flippy Keyboard

I am currently using those flippy wobbly keyboards that you can roll up and bring everywhere you go. Seriously, I this is such a hassle to use backspace a lot! I shan't use it anymore!!

So anyway, 4R chalt was crazy. I had to sleep inside a closet bbecase there wasn't enough space. The closet was too small so I had to raise my legs. Urgh!! Everyoe was playing the PS2 the whole night and we were playing this comic book Marvel fighting game and I would make up stories about Elektra (me) fighting with Charlene's character (i dunno who that woman is) because she slept with Daredevil and stuff and people were laughing. Didn't realise that I make sound effects subconsciously.

So after that there was this Movie Marathon organised by TMS. It's 2007's equivelant of Smashd. Dreamgirls was great but Happily Never After suckd eggs! It wasn't even funny at all! I was listening to the Dixie Chicks.

I am now madly in love with Say It Right and Not Ready To Make Nice.

The Office Is The Best Show EVER!!!!

Omg I have found a way to transfer episodes of The Office from this site to my iPod!!!! Yay!!!

Dwight: Through concentration, I can raise and lower my cholesterol at will.
Pam: Why would you want to raise your cholesterol?
Dwight: So that I can lower it.

If you didn't find that funny, you have no sense of humour.

TP

I'm going to go to Temasek Poly Biotechnology Course. My first choice. Well, to tell you the truth, I'm not too excited about the fact that poly is starting to begin in about one month. It's kind of scary. I dunno, poly sounds so "college-ish". Arrrgh!!! Can't I just go back to secondary school?

So anyway, I'm starting to make new enemies in my life. One is this retarded guy who works at the 7-11 near my workplace and he is such a bloody idiot! I dunno what's wrong with him, but everytime he gives change, he gives it in small measly coins (especially 5 cents). One time I bought a Kinder Bueno using a ten dollar note (I'm addicted to them) and he gave change with all coins! I got about 8 $1 coins. I was so fucking pissed off that he gave me the receipt and I just put it back on the counter. Everytime he gives me 5 cent coins I tell him I need other coins because I would be using a vending machine.

I'm starting to dislike one of my supervisors. He kind of has a double personality. He can be really nice (maybe a little too nice) and sometimes he's like, a bitch. Seriously, yesterday he just came to me and opened up this order and usually if someone were to do that, it means that you made a mistake, so I asked him if I made a mistake. Then he just scolded me and said, "How the F should I know! It's the restaurant's fault!" He didn't say "fuck" but he said "F". What the fuck lah! And somehow I am oblivious to the fact that I'm very very loud when I talk to the customers. So yesterday, he also told me to lower down my volume with his piercing eyes of death. Seriously, I WANNA GO BACK TO SHUT!!! Where's Kef?

People, don't ever EVER!!!! pierce your tongue! I dunno, but it's like, totally gross! A few days ago I was lunching with my colleagues and this girl had to take out her tongue piercing (which looks like dumbells) because she had to eat quickly and there was a hole in her tongue! Eww eww eww. I asked her if it hurts and she said, "Nope" in a casual tone. And Shuib's friend Raiz has one too and it's like so disgusting. Yesterday he was playing with the piercing. Yuck yuck yuck!

Drained!!

You know what? Suddenly, I'm finding my work to be quite interesting. Mainly because two days ago, I was shifted to another area where we are supposed to just call customers who want us to call back because previously they couldn't order due to overwhelming orders. Usually, the store would still be shut and people would be like, "Oh I already had dinner. Never mind." And then you put down the phone and that would take like, 5 minutes. Ok why am I blogging about this?

And yesterday I thought that the moving to the new area was just temporary for me but instead, the supervisor for that area asked me to move. And the supervisor totally rocks man! She has a bit of obsessive compulsive disorder and needs to know all our received complaints (from customers) and tells us that when we're in doubt, look for her, even if she dies. And her briefing's are like, 15 minutes when usually other supervisors' briefings are less than 3 minutes.

Now I also take in KFC Enquiry which can be either complaints or really enquiries. Or if the stupid customer is an asswipe and doesn't know between Enquiry and New Order, it can also be a new order. Complaints are really stupid because there are really kan chiong people who call up 5 minutes after they order and claim that the order hasn't arrived and want to check where the order is. Seriously. Oh and one time I had to call an Area Manager (there are about 8 AMs in Spore) and everyone was saying that the AMs are mean as hell but apparently, I got a nice one. Thank goodness lah. Other than that, the people who just ask about enquiries are the best. They are in no hurry to order so you can just talk and talk to the customer about everything KFC delivers.

Poly starts in about one months' time and I am telling you I am totally not ready for school!!! Seriously, I think I may have forgotten everything that I learnt. Urgh!! I don't wanna go poly! I'm scared I might go crazy. I wanna go back to secondary school (Sec 3), when we didn't really care much about our studies.

Prison Break

Haven't been blogging much, mainly because I have been working my ass off at work and this has resulted me into getting the Triple Threat (flu, cough and migraine). Wanted to go to the polyclinic this morning but right before I was about to leave, there was this boy who rang the doorbell and he tried opening the door but it was locked. I was like, WTF!!! Just leave! I didn't answer then after 5 minutes of pressing the doorbell like crazy (which worsened my headache), he went down and I heard something, like as if some furniture was being pushed. I went to the balcony and there was this maid who saw me (I live on the 2nd floor) and she said, "EH GOT SOMEBODY!!!!" and I immediately like, took cover and stayed in my room for an hour. Seriously, that was really stupid. Then after I didn't hear the noise anymore, I quickly left the house. I was being kept a prisoner in my room!!!

Anyway, today was payday. Apparently, my pay for this fortnight is extremely pathetic. And to my horror, the polyclinic was closed!!! They re-open in the afternoon. So I had to drag myself home and two hours later, drag myself back to the poly. The doctor there was so uncharismatic and didn't really care about my feelings. I asked him if I could get an MC for tomorrow "just in case" but he said, "Why?" Then I told him about how I'm working for KFC Delivery and that I cough like mad and would have to put the customer on hold and stuff. Usually, if the doctor would have some glint of human heart, he would say, "Ok, sure. Get well soon!" But he just kept quiet and looked angry. I think he might be an android.

Still madly in love with the Dixie Chicks.
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
Probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should

Not Ready To Make Nice

Ahh!!! Just watched the Grammys (taped) and I am somehow in love with The Dixie Chicks. Apparently, everybody hated them because the lead singer dissed George Bush for going to war 4 years ago and everybody hated them for wanting peace and being anti-war. Seriously, they were then rewarded with 5 Grammys for being controversial and also a song which I didn't know until yesterday (Not Ready To Make Nice) and it's so bloody nice. And Carrie Underwood remembered to say thank you to American Idol, unlike Kelly Clarkson.

Anyway, I got myself an iPod!!!! Yay! Finally I don't have to compress all my songs and have high-quality songs instead! Yippeee!! Oh and I can put videos in it! Woot!

I'm gonna go crazy by the end of the week because of work! I'm going to work overtime + on public holidays.

Thinking About Anna

My stomach is still topsy-turvy from yesterday. Urgh!!

Anyway, couldn't sleep last night because Anna Nicole Smith's death was haunting me. I dunno, now I have a morbid fear of waking up to find headlines which read "MARIAH CAREY DEAD" on the Yahoo website.

Anna Nicole Smith Died Before I Could Tell Her My Results

Kidding!! Just needed a title to suit both topics happening today.

So anyway, today I woke up half-conscious and clicked on Internet Explorer and immediately, (my homepage is Yahoo!) I see "ANNA NICOLE SMITH DEAD!!!!!!". Ok I was exaggerating with the exclaimation marks. Anyway, it's kind of weird because I know that her 20-year old son died late last year just when she gave birth to a baby boy and now she's dead. The irony of it all is that I didn't really know what movies/tv shows she acted in. I only know she's some Playboy woman or whatever. I immediately told my mother and the first thing she asked was, "Did she die of drug overdose?" Oh man I feel sorry for that baby of hers.

So anyway, let's put death aside and focus on my crazy anxiety attack. So now that I've got my pay, I decided to cab to Parkway for lunch and meet up with some Temasekians. So I was wearing my uniform. Before I told the taxi auntie (yup, a woman taxi driver) my destination, she asked me, "How come you're not in school?" After explaining that I was just taking my O Level results she started moving. Seriously... So anyway, she kept on asking about my parents' occupations and asked me how much I get from my parents daily. Then, I told her that I myself supply myself with pocket money and that I am temporarily financially independant. And she was sooooo blooooooody slooooooow!!!! It took 20 minutes to get there. In the end she just charged me $10 even though it should be more, which was kind of nice for the auntie. OMG I almost had a nervous breakdown at Parkway and couldn't eat anything.

Got O Level results. Yay! It's really weird that after that, it's like, "What's next?" Oh and Charlene came and brought heart-shaped cards for everyone in the class and she started crying and Nani and Izzati started crying and it was like Oprah! I nearly cried.

OMG I GOT A1 FOR MY ENGLISH!!!!! THAT'S LIKE THE MOST UNLIKELY SUBJECT TO GET AN A1 IN!!!! I SERIOUSLY THOUGHT I MESSED UP IN MY ESSAY!!!!

Ok, I should stop writing like that. Anyway, celebrated at Pizza Hut. Came home. Really tired from all the screaming and shouting just now in the hall.